grrr

I admit I wasn't quite ready for this week. I got my papers graded Sunday, but not the lesson planning done. Still, I hadn't expected to be steam-rolled so - suddenly and decisively.

Somehow, I didn't realize I had ball game duty last Friday. I was chastised, and I have to make up for it with duty tomorrow night. Ball game duty on a weeknight means a never-ending day and leaves you completely drained. But due to a lack of forethought, I've got to come home and plan both Biology and Chemistry. If there's any indication this will be a rough week, it's only Monday night and I'm still up after midnight. :-P

I sketched out the rest of the year for Biology tonight, and it's got me panicking: I'm going to run out of time (hopelessly) before the state test. I better not get sick again, I have to run a tight ship, I have no room to move.

Last year, January was a less-stressful-than-usual month, too, due to having my shit together and renewed energy after the winter break. Then it all unraveled. Well, I think it's beginning to again.

I'm just mad at myself.